When I was transferring these pieces to my computer from my notebook I realized that I have a lot to work on. I always seem to write about the same things that describe my life: stress, darkness, etc. When I was writing I found myself changing only words here and there but thinking I need to find a way to make this line and that line stronger but could not think of any way to do so.

one step in the wrong direction

Stress, anxiety, fear

Feelings

Can’t move

Not thinking

Lost,

Lost from what is normal and happy

Always seem to search

And find my way to what is not

It’s a straight and narrow path

Covered by bushes and trees

But always found easily

Easier than the other path

The clean no problems path

Walking one foot in front of the other

As everyone else does

But my mind

Sails elsewhere

To the dark and cloudy skies

Where everything is confusing

And the world is falling around me

See the light

Feel the warmth

Let it pull you up

Don’t let it drag you down

A new beginning

A happy beginning

Brings pain to others!

But why?

Because every end has a new beginning

Like a circle

No edges, no stops, no ending

Life is no square

It is nothing but a circle.

Random words from a book.

Expected experience

Preferred occasion

“you are shit”

Attitude

“It’s really funny you know?”

Handled Images

Power

Aged, Lazy

Red, Awaken

Pain and Nausea

Death

Dead end but new beginning

Let go?

Give in?

Give in to death?

Or let go of the past

Before it tramples you

Dead.