Wednesday, December 10, 2008

how many pieces did everyone have for this portfolio?
finally the snow is falling i feel like I am in the north!!!
one more exam!!! i feel like the portfolio was the hardest part of my semester in a way
crunch time these exams are killing me!!!

Thursday, December 4, 2008

the semester is finally at an end and i can definitely say that this has been my toughest semester since I started college. I feel like everything is getting harder because I am getting into my core classes for my major, but I am sure once I get these few classes out of the way everything will get easier!
we battle everyday
and fight in every way

we are all like brothers
and we never accept anyother

buy ourselves we are just one
but together we can get it done

some say we are not bros
but to us they are just foes

together we will stand
until death do us part

our hockey team is like no other
we will always love one another
When you fall ill pick you up
when you walk ill be right there

when we succeed we do it as one

individually we fail
together we prevail

you look up to me
and in a way i look up to you

you are my little brother
and i will always see you through
down south is where i reside
but don't be fooled
I will never take a side
ma'am and sir
please and thank you
you better have respect
if you want to make it through

The more you keep on moving
the more you will catch on
when you wake up every day
it is just like any other
you just have to accept the southern way
where I come from christmas is unlike a northern christmas....


snow is never falling
when we rise and shine for santa

the weather is not frightful
it is always warm and delightful

pea coats are not needed
just a T-shirt will keep you heated

sitting by the fire
is the northern way

but below the mason dixon
we can sit outside all day
fight roos fight
on the road to victory
Pride roos pride
on the to history

beat em low
beat em hi
win or lose we always try

fight roos fight on the road to victory

r-o-o-s
ROOS -ROOS -ROOS

our hockey team wrote this for a Canton fight song
Energetic
Ridiculous
Ironic
Curious

Classy
Optimistic
Out of the ordinary
K.... and this is where it ends
her red hair is glowing

like likes around a tree

although we have our problems

i know she has to be.



I love her more than life

and will be there until the end

unless she keeps this up

i will have to send her packing



but for now i love her more

than life its self can describe

so for now she can stay

in my bed where i reside
they sell themselves out
to make a quick buck
they dress up trashy
i mean seriously
it looks like they got hit with an ugly truck
all the lights are flashing
the rides go round and round
carnies are always creepy
no matter where the fair takes place
so just remember..
always carry mace
all the kids are crying
with the sounds of pain and agony
where will they go
what will they do
without their parents
to take them to school
The boy with the gun pulled the trigger.
he admits it was wrong
but still, it had to be done.
my father was hitting me
so it had to be done.
i dont care if im to young
i just ate a mcdonalds cheeseburger and it made me think about the movie super size me...CRAZY!
it makes me want to go take a shower
bright colors all over
like a medium tie die shirt
the colors of the rainbow
run crazy thoughts through my mind
its mid december
no snow is sticking
rain is cold and deary
making christmas time
an unhappy place
FINALS ARE STRESSING ME OUT!
I saw you standing and I felt your rage
Like a dark cloud on a crowded stage
You were talking thru the smoke in your fantasy
I know you girl I know what to believe

awesome stanza
I saw you standing and I felt your rage
Like a dark cloud on a crowded stage
You were talking thru the smoke
in your fantasyI know you girl
I know what to believe

awesome stanza i found!!!
some say this song shows racism...I am not really sure. any thoughts?

Black Betty had a child (Bam-ba-Lam)The damn thing gone wild (Bam-ba-Lam)She said, "I'm worryin' outta mind" (Bam-ba-Lam)The damn thing gone blind (Bam-ba-Lam)I said Oh, Black Betty (Bam-ba-Lam)Whoa, Black Betty (Bam-ba-Lam)
school is challenging
but worth it in the long run
you should try your best

Sunday, October 19, 2008

When I was transferring these pieces to my computer from my notebook I realized that I have a lot to work on. I always seem to write about the same things that describe my life: stress, darkness, etc. When I was writing I found myself changing only words here and there but thinking I need to find a way to make this line and that line stronger but could not think of any way to do so.

one step in the wrong direction

Stress, anxiety, fear

Feelings

Can’t move

Not thinking

Lost,

Lost from what is normal and happy

Always seem to search

And find my way to what is not

It’s a straight and narrow path

Covered by bushes and trees

But always found easily

Easier than the other path

The clean no problems path

Walking one foot in front of the other

As everyone else does

But my mind

Sails elsewhere

To the dark and cloudy skies

Where everything is confusing

And the world is falling around me

See the light

Feel the warmth

Let it pull you up

Don’t let it drag you down

A new beginning

A happy beginning

Brings pain to others!

But why?

Because every end has a new beginning

Like a circle

No edges, no stops, no ending

Life is no square

It is nothing but a circle.

Random words from a book.

Expected experience

Preferred occasion

“you are shit”

Attitude

“It’s really funny you know?”

Handled Images

Power

Aged, Lazy

Red, Awaken

Pain and Nausea

Death

Dead end but new beginning

Let go?

Give in?

Give in to death?

Or let go of the past

Before it tramples you

Dead.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Its mid September.....why am I sitting in my apartment with a fan in my face!! Being from North Carolina you would think the heat wouldn't bother me, BUT IT IS!!!!!

Sunday, September 7, 2008

AHH

So I have no idea what I am doing with this. So it may take me a bit to figure this out!!